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Saturday, April 11
I am going to emo talk my way through this post and YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
School holiday. I don’t feel it yet. It feels like any normal Saturday morning at the moment; I don’t feel anything. I’m sure it won’t be long before I start overeating and turn into more of a blob though.
Something I found very strange was the number of holiday wishes I received on the last day of term. Have I simply been living in a hole and deemed not worthy of being wished a happy school holiday these past four years, or is everyone suddenly acting like a school holiday is a two year trip off the planet?
I don’t mean to say it’s a bad thing: it’s really nice, but imagine walking down a corridor, and you know how you only have 2 split seconds to greet the person you walk past? Yeah, well imagine trying to fit the three words “Enjoy your holidays” in the usual smile-and-wave. No, not very effective. I think at one point I stopped, turned around and replied with even more words “Holidays? Oh holidays. Yeah, you too!” at which point the person was already either too far for further exchange of words or couldn't hear me. Awkward much?
Anyway, I spent hours hardcore studying for the maths exam I totally bombed yesterday. The books/notes are still scattered on desk and I did so bad I don’t even have the willpower to clean up the mess I created. And I’m not even exaggerating when I say it was that bad. I simply blanked out during the test. What’s even more depressing is that I could do the questions perfectly fine once I got home. And it went perfectly fine for everyone else too- during the exam that is, not afterwards when they’re cursing themselves at home. Sucks to be me.
I plan to do at least one thing remotely related to study everyday this holiday. I’m already doubting my ability to stick to that, but hey, that’s why I’m posting it here for the world to see. Ya’ll should try it. Tell someone you’re going to do something. Make sure they don’t care, and voila it’s done. I should tell someone I’m going to pass my exam next time.
Study hard and have fun this holidays, everyone. (It's supposed to be possible to be able to do both. You work it out.)